change myself

[Chorus: Kite]

Trying to understand why I'm here

Keep it to myself 'cause I'm too scared

Finally I can go, I won't say goodbye

It's my choice 'cause you know that I tried

Silver love in my drink

It's so hard, I try so hard to change

I try to be okay, I tried afterlife

All this pain will once subside

[Verse 1: Kite]

All my pain will last in the end

I wanna change, so hard to change

I hid my soul, it's just hard to change

Will you save my life?

I'll die on my own

[Chorus: Kite]

Trying to understand why I'm here

Keep it to myself 'cause I'm too scared

Finally I can go, I won't say goodbye

It's my choice 'cause you know that I tried

[Verse 2: quinn]

I'm sitting here with all the ghosts in my hallway

Thinking about the bettеr days when all the problems fadе away

Fifty mil' that's all I want and I'ma go away

Goin' somewhere far away, spending all my better days

I see the you in me and that shouldn't be possible

Run into some obstacles and turn it into particles

Lil' angel shawty, she done played me like a cardinal

Dove right in my armory and stole right out my arsenal

You're playing with my head, you won't get away with that

I like to do what I want, if you're okay with that

I'm on a short leash, upside down just like a bat

My people watching, they plotting my aftermath

I'm feeling trapped in like I've got claustrophobia

Endless mazes, I'm trapped in my utopia

Looking for a fix I bought straight from Cambodia

Being left on seen is like my worst phobia