You left me with despair
You lead my heart to cry
Yeah, you're wavy
Yeah, not knowing
You didn't know I was there for you
Eh-eh, eh-eh
Fly Squad knew me by full name
20 grand and 20 pound notes, and they're all stained
The money's on the net now, it's a different ball game
But I could still shoot you in your face, we ain't knew changed
Where I'm from, you risk it all until they cuff you
Loyalty gets you killed, dying makes everybody love you
And they always gonna judge you
But I couldn't let that hold me
Probably why my beard don't connect, 'cause I'm goatee
Flashbacks of the old me in the jungle with snakes
I get lonely, then remember what my company makes
I made a hundred mistakes for the power and the wealth
Now the AP's rose, I'm giving flowers to myself
My little sister said I need to settle down, I know it's time I choose
But all these girls want is bags and designer shoes
I'd rather be the side nigga that you lying with
Than tryna be the main nigga that you lying to
Never been the type, we don't argue on keyboards
And you know it's still "Free Bang" and "Free Paws"
I told Ceej, "You gotta watch how you talking on the phone now
'Cause I don't wanna hear you're getting recalled"
I know they never thought I'd do it from a pad and pen
Now companies come to me like it's Dragon's Den
The South of France is the only way I'm going to the Cannes again
If I wasn't me, I would be mad as them
Mum told me over WhatsApp
About an operation, I'm like, "What's that?"
They found cancer in her breast, I couldn't rest until she got back
Tears in my eyes, I can't lose my mum, already lost that
How much pain can I take before I break? I just power through
Guess all the trauma in my life taught me how to move
When you're the famous one, nobody asks, "How are you?"
I always told them I'd be great, don't ask me how I knew