Why Me

[Verse 1]

It all started yesterday, and now I can't think about nothing

Is it real, I know this can't be heaven sent

Wish I could dream it all away

And now all I need is a drug

That can help me make it through another day

Maybe its just me it won't let me be

And I don't really know what it is that keeps bothering me

But I'm saying

[Chorus]

(Why me?) I wanna know how it is

To see the sun shining even if it isn't

(Why me?) I dont wanna know how it is

To hear me say it's all love when it isn't

(Why me?) I wanna know how it feels

To hear you laughing in my ear

(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels

If you didn't cheer

How can he handle this... too many damages

He hit the nail on the head but never knew right where the hammer was

Don't think so loud, don't let them hear you scream

Baby it's even bigger than it seems

[Verse 2]

Now, now, now crazy is an act alike

Getting better in the after life or maybe not

Maybe I can ask her why the normality passed me by why when I'm a tot

Continue to breathe it dependent on people to get my mental state

Am I meant for this?

The Christian Krizz just have to wait

Pictures getting clearer it ain't me in the mirror

See its that other nigga only his egos bigger

And he'll pull the trigger when I usually hesitate

And he'll go on 'em when I'm steadily saying wait

Now I'm just a shell of myself

I don't want anybody's help

Maybe I do maybe I do this for you

This is my own hell

Is there a bottle some kind type posion that can end it

A different god I can pray to

Some type of doctor to fix it

Maybe it's just me it won't let me be

And I'm too helpless, I guess

[Chorus]

(Why me?) I wanna know how it is

To see the sun shining even if it isn't

(Why me?) I dont wanna know how it is

To hear me say it's all love when it isn't

(Why me?) I wanna know how it feels

To hear you laughing in my ear

(Why me?) I don't wanna know how it feels

If you didn't cheer

How can he handle this... too many damages

He hit the nail on the head but never knew right where the hammer was

Don't think so loud, don't let them hear you scream

Baby it's even bigger than it seems

[Verse 3]

How big is the fight in me

Frightfully fighting night to be day

I'm wishing that wifey would knife me for spiteful things that I say

Excuse me for thinking this way, I'm a little bit pessimistic

They sending blessing this way I guess I must of missed 'em

See my teary eyes through my Ray-Bans

Turning off the world and still looking for some amens

The girlies pee-pee when they see me, fans, they dance

Look in the mirror wanna see me

Here's their chance

(Outro)

Hope you like what you see

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Hope you like what you see

Why me

Kali Baby

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