is there something (i don't know)

I met laney at a glorified strip mall
The girl I liked had just put me on a shelf
Didn't mention her boyfriend at all
Danger to my health
I've been staring at my ceiling, clutched six strings
Stephen crying, say, "brother, hey… what the hell"
Chugging alcohol, still say nothing
Danger to myself
Cold calls
Do what you want
Holding my tongue
She said, "don't let them think too much"
Is there something I don't know?
Is it real? Is it just a show
I've been doing flips and rolls
Conversation, delusional
And it feels like I might pass out
Is it weird that no one's around
Is there something I don't know?
Is there something? I don't know
Am I thinking too hard
Is it diamonds or hearts
Am I playing a part
Well, what now
Hands me another drink
And in less than a blink
She'll know things I might think
Well, what now
Uh oh
Oh no
Is there something I don't know?
Is it real? Is it just a show
I've been doing flips and rolls
Conversation, delusional
And it feels like I might pass out
Is it weird that no one's around
Is there something I don't know?
Is there something? I don't know
Is there something I don't know?
Is there something? I don't know