How Does It Feel ?

Is a thousand days long enough to think?
I'd take a thousand more and keep it all within
Will you remember me when I finally find myself?
What if you replace me?

If I had to start all over again
I'ld find a way somehow, the tale is not in vain
I got a faithful friend calling out for help
But who's gonna help me?

How does it feel being so real?
How does it feel to leave my battlefield?

Is a thousand years long enough to think?
I'd take a thousand more to show you where I've been
Sometimes I wish that I could get it all for free
Could this make me happy?