Addict

[Intro]

Ayo I saw my mans the other day

He say he needs a handout

Said he had some live and some boys

But it ran out

Partner had a number but connections didn't pan out

And every the road he got is looking like the same route

Told him he can blame it on the cocaine drought

Cause the boys got it rainin all the names came out

Now I don't know nobody dealin

Sittin on the steps outside the library building

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Then I ask about his children

Said he hadn't seen em since they momma tried to kill him

Laugh and told the homie I forgot about that shit

I caught you at thе crib rolling off with a fat bitch

Tried to pull a needle but you hit her with thе mattress

And Jumped out the window buck naked

It was classic

[Chorus]

I paused cause my homie wasn't laughin with me

So I tried to switch the topic up casually

He exhaled smoke and threw his hat in the street

Said Player I don't understand what happened to me

Remember how I used to live extravagantly

White J's scuff free with emaculate tees

Stacked jeans, [?], like they was practically free

Now I'm ramblin the streets in this raggedy tee

I was puzzled by his feeling of inadequacy

Then I saw the track marks when he pulled back on his sleeve

My homie got a habit it seems

Sad because I kinda wanna dap him and leave

But I been down the same road so I put it on front street

Then he stepped back like he wanted to punch me

Told him sit down its been a minute since we hung out

Apologize for bringing up the fact that he was strung out

[Chorus]

Caught me off guard

And I know that life hard

But I really hate to see the homie in the graveyard

Cause all I wanna do is see my people live large

I always try to see my people better than they are

He told me he would clean up

Said it was a promise

Looked me in my eyes to imply he was honest

But I know I would lie too back when I was on that

So even when I nodded I was feelin broken hearted

He the homie though regardless

So I know I gotta trust him

Told him I won't bring it up in any more discussions

Hit him with some ones

Probably bout a dozen

He told me he was staying with his auntie and his cousin

But I saw the bitch later and she told me that he wasn't

Told me that if she saw him she was snitchin to the government

Said he on some foul shit

She ain't even love him

I was buggin

I know he on the needle how she talkin hopeless

Told me he was evil he didn't have emotion

Said they found his babies with they throat slit

And he the culprit

I'm like oh shit

Step back

How she go against blood like that

That's the homie from the way back

Lookin at the stars

What the fuck would make you say that

Nah love I can't even play that

Its hard to light a smoke when you tryna breath

Cause deep down I know she ain't lyin to me

Cause deep down I know she ain't lyin to me

Cause deep down I know she ain't lyin to me

[Outro]

Ay yo your home boys change sometimes

Ay yo the thoughts rearrange in their brains sometimes

Too hard dealin with the pain sometimes

But you gotta let go you can't save they lives

Your home boys change sometimes

The thoughts rearrange in their brains sometimes

Too hard dealin with the pain sometimes

But you gotta let go you can't save they lives