contradiction

[Verse 1]

I like a clean space, but my bed's never made

I don't want to waste time, but I sleep too late

Got a big girl job, got bills to pay

But I swear to God I was young yesterday

[Chorus]

I've been thinking a lot, how everything moves in circles

Been doing a lot, I'm standing still

I've been drinking a lot, watching 2 AM commercials

All at once got what I need, but something's missing

[Verse 2]

I try to be a good person, but I still talk shit

It's all he said, she said, we said this

And I know I'll feel better if I learned how to forgive

It's easier to blame you for why I'm like this (why am I like this?)

[Chorus]

I've been thinking a lot, how everything moves in circles

Been doing a lot, I’m standing still

I've been drinking a lot, watching 2 AM commercials

All at once got what I need, but something's missing

Everything defined loses definition

I know what I want, so why do I need permission

[Bridge]

I gave my plants too much water and they died

Now I spend all of my time trying to bring them back to life

I drive around listening to songs that make me cry

And smile at the same time

[Chorus]

I've been thinking a lot, how I’m running in circles

I've been doing a lot, I’m standing still

I've been drinking a lot, reading all of my old journals

All at once got what I need, but something's missing