healing

[Verse 1: Lyncs]

I'm overdone and under pressure

Am I ever getting better?

And I'm sorry if I let you down

[Verse 2: Lyncs]

God, I wish that I was younger

Jealous of my little brother

Wish I knew then what I don't know now

[Pre-Chorus: Lyncs]

The second that I open up, I close

The door into my room and let it go

[Chorus: Lyncs]

If it's only me and the me in the mirror

Do I hug? Do I love? Do I fear her?

Am I enough? I don't know

I'm healing

And I'm doing my best, am I good at

All the things that I say that I should have?

Let me guess, I don't know

I'm healing

[Post-Chorus: Lyncs]

When the fire burns the feelings I don't show

The only thing that's left to lose is hope, yeah

I'm healing

I'm healing

[Verse 3: gnash]

I thought I left all this hurt and pain in the past

I try my best, but I'm walking on broken glass

And I'm sorry if I let you down

But you know I didn't mean to

I knew this movie was coming, I've seen the previews

I mix the sugar and medicine on my teaspoon

Emotional rollercoaster, jump up and down in my bed

Regretting every breath, every word that I never said

[Pre-Chorus: Lyncs & gnash]

The second that I open up, I close

The door into my room and let it go

[Chorus: Lyncs & gnash, gnash]

If it's only me and the me in the mirror

Do I hug? Do I love? Do I fear her?

Am I enough? I don't know

I'm healing

And I'm doing my best, am I good at

All the things that I say that I should have?

Let me guess, I don't know

I'm healing

[Post-Chorus: Lyncs & gnash]

When the fire burns the feelings I don't show

The only thing that's left to lose is hope

I'm healing

I'm healing

(The second that I open up, I close) I'm healing

(The door into my room and let it go) I'm healing