i did

Yeah

I said I wasn't gon' sip that shit no more, but I did
I said I wasn't gon' call your phone no more, but I did
I ran up enough commas, throw my bros the assist
Saw the light and wasn't frightened; I ain't know if I would live

But I did
Excitement for this life declining slow the more I see it
Intertwined my pride with shiny things, the clothes, and the women
Heaven knows I was warned before I dove; I ain't listen
Anxiety just widening my holes in cognition
I'm fighting sleep; I'm guided by the roar of my engine
So I'm dialing; ill advice bein' alone in my condition
You declining, fighting trauma of your own, so I get it
I said I wouldn't politick no more; I'm buyin' pistols
Was invited in, my light got dim, ain't grow up around killing
I said I wouldn't fall in love no more, tryin trysting
It ain't nullify the impact of the ending on my ticker
You said this time was final prying boards off your window
I got tired, tryna find me? I'm on tour; buy a ticket
I act like I was fine, with time I'm sure it's something missing
Spryly sprinting with my kite; it wasn't lifting; the sky was windless

I said I wasn't gon' call your phone no more, but I did
You said you wasn't biding time no more, and you meant it
Was mindless thinkin' I could keep you warm with the fringes
Hit the limits of intention, driftin', pickin' up some spirits
I said I wasn't gon' sip that shit no more, but I did
I said I wasn't gon' call your phone no more, but I did
I ran up enough commas, throw my bros the assist
Saw the light and wasn't frightened; I ain't know if I would live

But I did
I told you I wasn't gon' break your heart, and then I did