Collapsing Stars

Are you human
Or just programmed to deceive?
If your skin was translucent
Would I see cold blood underneath?

Not really sure if you're human (human)
Or just a heart killin' machine (ah-ah)
'Cause I'm tryin' to see if you
Ever did care about me

I really am tryin' so hard not to be mad
If I'm lookin' inward, I'm lashin' out 'cause I'm so sad
I say I don't, but I really do miss
What we almost could have had

It was close, but no cigar
Almost kissed you in your car
Lost in the black hole that's your heart
Baby, now we're just collapsing stars

Am I even human (human)
Or just programmed to believe?
That sweet little cupid
Doesn't have it out for me

And part of my fucked up recovery
Is the monster that I paint you out to be

I really am tryin' so hard not to be mad
If I'm lookin' inward, I'm lashin' out 'cause I'm so sad
I say I don't, but I really do miss
What we almost could have had

It was close but no cigar
Almost kissed you in your car
Lost in the black hole that's your heart
Baby, now we're just collapsing stars

And part of my fucked up recovery
Is the monster that I paint you out to be
Slowly becomin' a part of me
I don't even know what's become of me

I really am tryin' so hard not to be mad
If I'm lookin' inward, I'm lashin' out 'cause I'm so sad
I say that I don't, but I really do miss
What we almost could have had

It was close, but no cigar
Almost kissed you in your car
Lost in the black hole that's your heart
Baby, now we're just collapsing stars