Through Hell

I've been through hell if you can't tell
I'll never be good enough for me
And none of my friends know what goes through my head
I'm waiting for the only thing guaranteed

Been a while since I slept right
'Cause my darkest thoughts keep me up at night
When will I control this habit?
Feel so bothered in my skin
That I faked a smile even in the end
I was trying to change this for you but

I've been through hell if you can't tell
I'll never be good enough for me
And none of my friends know what goes through my head
I'm waiting for the only thing guaranteed
It's not the end (whoa-oh)
It's not the end (whoa-oh)

Fill me up with a glass of a rye
Until I'm drunk enough to forget
All the shit I'm going through
And the way I'm fucking screwed
When you say your life for mine but if I

I don't think happiness was meant for me
When all I ever do is seem to fucking complain
So let me be
You're never gonna try to change me

I've been through hell if you can't tell
I'll never be good enough for me
And none of my friends know what goes in through head
I'm waiting for the only thing guaranteed
It's not the end (whoa-oh)
It's not the end (whoa-oh)

I've been through hell
Faced all my demons
But I never made it back

I've been through hell if you can't tell
I'll never be good enough for me
And none of my friends know what goes through my head
I'm waiting for the only thing guaranteed
It's not the end (whoa-oh)
It's not the end (whoa-oh)
It's not the end