I'm Not Trying

I'm not trying to cry
Not trying to die for you
That's the truth
Look me dead in the eyes and I wouldn't lie to you
That's the truth
That's the truth

Let it sink in, let the feeling win

Should've stopped and read the signs
But instead I closed my eyes
We were crashing in slow motion couldn't stop it if I tried
Like an itch that won't subside
Or a knot that can't be tied
Had to fuck you out my system just to get you off my mind

I'm not trying to cry
Not trying to die for you
That's the truth
Look me dead in the eyes and I wouldn't lie to you
That's the truth
That's the truth
Let it sink in, let the feeling win

Hurtin, you think that it's worth it
We should want it easy
Still you tell me stop (take it back take it back take it back cause)
My way, makes all this go sideways
But it keeps us breathin
Don't ask me I won't (take it back take it back take it back cause)

I'm not trying to cry
Not trying to die for you
That's the truth
Look me dead in the eyes and I wouldn't lie to you
That's the truth
That's the truth