God Owes Me Money

Break into my car, leave in all your useless thoughts
Knife through the door, reminder of the ledge
Try to make me jump, if I don't you'll push me off
Try my best to make it an amends
The things you'll never remember, I'll never forget
Things you'll never remember, I live through again and again and again
Say the worst thing you that you can, again and again and again
Do you feel better now leaving it all with me?
Leave me burning down, reminder of defeat
You've successfully murdered all my god damn peace
Now we both have this disease
The things you'll never remember, I'll never get to forget
Things you'll never remember, I live through again and again and again
Say the worst thing that comes to mind
Does it feel better to be so unkind?
Don't know why I was left outside
God owes me money I'll get it in time
Post traumatic feels too dramatic
You're lucky your memory is just static
It's burned too bright into my eyes
I don't know how we survived
Too close, not close enough
I want to feel it, please don't hit me soft
Don't know why I was left outside
God owes me money, I'll get it in time
The things you'll never remember, I'll never get to forget
Things you'll never remember, I live through again and again and again
Say the worst thing that comes to mind
Does it feel better to be so unkind?
Don't know why I was left outside
God owes me money I'll get it in time