I Won’t Murder Your Friend

I'm feeling weighed down, but I promised that I'd carry it for you
It's getting late now, I can't come back and just keep playing it normal

My God, some days I wanna let go, throw myself out of a window
Swear to God, I'm gonna murder your friend
Just keeps talking and he never shuts up
Never thinks twice, still gets what he wants
Swear to God, I'm gonna murder your friend

Only at peace when I am asleep
I want to stay in the dream, but you depend on me
Leaving tragedy, I don't want to see the look on your face
So I guess I'll stay

How are you gonna say sorry to the person who discovers your body?
After all, you just murdered their friend
I'll remember when you said, "Please, don't let go, hurting myself was my impulse"
After all, you can't just murder their friend

Only at peace when I am asleep
I want to stay in the dream, but you depend on me
Leaving tragedy, I don't want to see the look on your face
So I guess I'll stay

You won't find a fucking person that will say a bad thing about him
That guy is a fucking -, he's so awesome, he is always looking out for you
He will show up for you whenever you need to take care of you
But I'm like, you're a fucking asshole, dude, you're an asshole
You murdered yourself, you murdered yourself
You killed someone, that person happened to be you
But you couldn't even show up for yourself, you just

Sorry, I'm sorry