Nothing

As I reach out my hands to the sky

It's in this moment that I've come to realize

I've played my part

For all of those who said it could never be done

This is for you

Tormented by my every undying devotion to you

I have destroyed myself

This time it was all or nothing

I struck the match and turned away

Torch the fields and pray for rain

Torch the fields and pray for rain

Torch the fields

I have entered the eye of the storm

A pause from affliction

But I'll never feel so alive

As I do when your world falls apart

I feed on the thrill of knowing

That all our hope is lost

I want nothing more than to be given a chance

To start again

If I could find a cure

I'd cleanse myself of all I know

Cut the cord, bring the plague

Start again, start again

I'd give anything to return to the nothing

From which I came

Ash to ash, dust to dust

Start again, start again

I'd give anything to return to nothing

I'd give anything to return to nothing

I'd give anything to return to nothing

I'd give anything to return to nothing

If not forgiven, will this all be forgotten?

As this guilt will outlive us both

Dear God, what have I let myself become?

What have I let myself become?