Here I Am

I've been keeping my room clean, I've been making my bed
I've been going on long walks outside just to clear my head
I've been keeping a journal, count my blessing each day
I've been saying to myself the things I wished that you would say

When you left me I felt this aching in my chest
Who'd've thought that five months later
I'd be doing the best I ever have

I've been saving my money, I've been making new friends
I've been working out one to four times a week, it depends
I've deleted the photos, stopped looking up your name
I gave permission to myself to stop playing these little games

When you left me I thought my happiness was gone
I thought that I'd never move on

But here I am
I loved when we were together
But that is not my forever, no, no
Here I am
Oh, I'm back and better than ever
And I'm onto the next endeavor, oh, here I am

I've been flirting with strangers, throw a wink and flip my hair
I've been falling in love with life, blowing kisses in the air (Mwah)
Baby, there's no hard feelings, you know I loved you oh-so-dear
And without you baby, I would not find myself here

When you left me, I was crying every night
It took a while, but I'm alright
More than alright (Hey)

Here I am
I loved when we were together
But that is not my forever, no, no
Here I am
Oh, I'm back and better than ever
And I'm onto the next endeavor, oh, here I am

When you left me, I felt the summer air turn cold
I kept replaying every word you ever told me
And lord knows it didn't happen overnight
But hey, even the baddest bitches cry, ain't that right, c'mon now

Here I am
Oh, I loved when we were together
But that is not my forever, no, no
Here I am
Oh, I'm back and better than ever
And I'm onto the next and I'm onto the next

Here I am
Oh, I loved when we were together
But that is not my forever, no, no
Here I am
Oh, I'm back and better than ever
And I'm onto the next endeavor, oh, here I am

Even the baddest bitches cry (Wah, wah, wah, wah)
Even the baddest bitches cry (Wah, wah, wah, wah)
Even the baddest bitches cry (Wah, wah, wah)
Even the baddest bitches cry