Explode! (sped up)

Goddamn, I love too hard
I love too hot, my love's a fire
Everything I claim to love's going up in flames and I burn alive
I gotta lay back in a straight jacket after sex and still inspired
And my friends will ask when I feel relaxed and I say
When I die (when I die), I'll let go (I'll let go)
But in my life (in my life) I hold on until there's nothing left to hold
And then, you know, I just explode
I'll explode
Goddamn, I run too fast towards the things that I adore
Everything I'm running for starts running from me (like I'm a zombie)
I gotta lay back, gotta get static, after Xanax I'm still wired
And my friends will ask when I feel relaxed and I say
When I die (when I die), I'll let go (I'll let go)
But in my life (in my life), I hold on until there's nothing left to hold
And then, you know, I just explode
I'll explode, I'll just (explode)
Until there's nothing left to blow
When I die, I'll let go
But in my life, I hold on until there's nothing left to hold
When I die (when I die), I'll let go (I'll let go)
But in my life (in my life), I hold on until there's nothing left to hold
And then, you know, I just explode
When I die (when I die), I'll let go (I'll let go)
I'll explode (I'll let go)
But in my life (explode) (in my life)
I'll hold on until there's nothing left to hold
And then, you know, I just explode