Not The Same

[Verse 1]

I just wanna be left alone

It's nothin' painful more than death alone

Where all my dead ones go? Like, "Why'd y'all leave me here?"

I know they talkin' back to me but I can't seem to hear

My mentality cloudy, I can't seem to clear it

Evil spirits  can't avoid 'em, I can't seem to shake 'em

I been through shit you couldn't stomach but won't let it break me

Gave jurisdiction hope and niggas still ain't thank me

It don't surprise me though, this shit be comin' with highs and lows

Got so many obituaries, I can't cry no more

The feds stipulation stiff, I can't get high no more

You see me starin' into space, I'm tryna find me soul, nah

Tryna find mysеlf, politely, I declined yo hеlp

It's nothing you can do to bring my niggas back (To bring my niggas back)

And I just want my niggas back

It ain't nothin' you could do to bring my niggas back

And you can't do nothin' for a gangsta, you can't give me that

[Chorus]

They tellin' me I changed, I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain, I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully

I ain't know nothing 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me shit get ugly

They tellin' me I changed, I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain, I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully

I ain't know nothing 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me shit get ugly

[Verse 2]

I use to pray I live forever, shit, I don't care no more

Ayy, am I weird for textin' gang though he ain't here no more?

Mom's couldn't speak at your service 'fore she cleared her throat, she broke down

They ain't know what you meant to us, they know now

Throw rounds

Used to pour out liquor now we pour out pints of [?]

Loyalty related to betrayal, that shit a thin line

Death before dishonor, always been a quote I live by

His son was there to watch them niggas barbecue his ribeye

Gave my patner mama a lil' somethin' just to get by

Even if she get high with it, shit, I don't blame her

The suckas catch me loafin', I promise to die a gangsta

Clip hold twenty, it's nineteen, one in the chamber

They tellin' me I changed, I'm knowin' it ain't the fame

Give a fuck about this money, I just wanted y'all to love me

But after all the sneaky snake shit, how could you trust me?

Niggas forced my hand, shit, I was forced to get 'em slammed

[Chorus]

They tellin' me I changed, I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain, I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully

I ain't know nothing 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me shit get ugly

They tellin' me I changed, I'm knowin' I'm not the same

If anything it's the pain, I'm knowin' it's not the fame

I'm knowin' it's not the money

Skizzy on my skully

I ain't know nothing 'bout that backdoor 'til they showed me shit get ugly