"conditional"

Yeah, oh-oh-whoa
Yeah (Musa, no way!)

I saw a jester dance and I wanted to play
Hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say
But if it's how you feel
We can go our separate ways
It's the mistakes that I made
And how am I the one who could be so conditional?

Pretty, but I think you're entitled to my time
Turn the cheek when you just disregard these boundaries of mine
Yeah, I'll be alright
Life just always pass me by, yeah
Eloquent the way I rhyme
Yet I just fuck up my words every time

Softly tell me it's not over
Want to know if you're okay
Yeah, I rarely spoke about my feelings
I'm sorry it won't be ok

And if I fall back in these sheets
I'd burn them up if you were here with me
But I'm afraid to go to sleep
'Cause you call in my nightmares anyways
I saw the jester in your eyes
Don't fake your trust 'cause it's my disguise
And you gon' pay for all your crimes
Yeah, you gone pay for all your crimes

Yeah
I'ma keep this brief we're not compatible
How the fuck am I the one being conditional?
Your talk was always cheap
Knew how to obsess over things
Time and time again
Flip around, be about you
You only really liked me 'cause I didn't tell you

I saw a jester dance and I wanted to play
Hope u found some fucking closure in the things that you say
But if it's how you feel
We can go our separate ways
It's the mistakes that I made
And how am I the one who could be so conditional?

Did you really think that I was some kind of a unicorn?
Draw me up like I'm some kind of object
(Of) Attention
And no man gon' make me jealous
And even when I was out in Texas, you just wanted me more

Honestly, I'm sorry that I acted cold
I didn't mean to hurt you like that
It was starting to be really hard for me
I just wish you'd understand where I'm coming from
It just felt like you wanted so little and so much it was confusing me

And if I fall back in these sheets
I'd burn them up if you were here with me
But I'm afraid to go to sleep
'Cause you call in my nightmares anyways
I saw the jester in your eyes
Don't fake your trust 'cause it's my disguise
And you gon' pay for all your crimes
Yeah, you gone pay for all your crimes