Can't See Not Saying

It's been so long, I feel so out of touch

Thoughts cloud my heart and head

I think I think too much

The narrow path I follow, is it the right way?

I keep on dwelling in tomorrow

I should be living in today!

I'm having trouble with my thought process

And I'm no engineer

All the road to my brains are there

And the directions just aren't clear

I can't sit back and let all of this go

Want you to feel what I feel and to know what I know

I can't see not saying what's on my mind

Are all things meaningless and a waste of time?