Angst of My Heart

Angst of my heart
What do you see in me that makes it
worth it why do you love me like you do
I always say that I'm not perfect but only we know just how true it is
Every time I fall you pick me up, I guess that's how it is
I don't deserve it, no
I look at my life and all my mistakes
Everything I did to play on your grace
Looked in the mirror, what a disgrace
I couldn't recognize my own face
I paid a price for what I did wrong
I understand it, wish I could move on
I can't forgive me, I can't let it go,
but if you let it go, help me let it go.
My daddy always says that it takes
longer for big planes to get off the ground
And I believe him,
but sometimes I look around and wonder why I'm still sitting here
Am I working hard enough? I need to overcome my fears.
I need some direction
Lord I want to trust you but I don't know how
Is this how I do it I got to know now
Cause I cant keep wasting my time on a dream
Sometimes I wonder if you gave to me
I know my purpose is more than a song
But if I stop singing my life would seem wrong
It cant be for nothing, I have this gift that I don't know how to give
This is the angst inside of my heart
I know I can trust you but what
tears me a part when I think for too long
You still accept me despite all my wrong
I have these questions, the answer is you
You are the only one I can run to
I need you to help me, cuz I'm feeling lost, I'm feeling lost
I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do
But turn to you
I don't know what to do, but turn to you