Trying So Hard Not to Know

You keep changing your mind for so many reasons

From what I can tell

You just might as well

Lay down and choke on your own

I can't give you enough to just keep believing

This shit don't run well

It's burned out as hell

And it's trying so hard not to know

You're filling it up just to turn out on empty

God damn I know just how it feels

I'm gonna tear out all that's inside me

Look away from here

Cause nobody cares

And they're trying so hard not to know

You take all that you want haven't found any answers

Look down and stare and run around and yell

That it might not rain any more

You never stand up long enough to pull it together

Well who gives a damn and very few can

When they're trying so hard not to know