30 Days

30 days 'til Christmas
And all I know is I'm not quite ready
To let go of this past year
I have so much to show

One more month and all I need
Is a sign from you that you think of me
If you don't, then please just say so
'Cause all I do is think of you

And it's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see

I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way, so you see why I love you

Who would've thought that someone like me
Could've fallen in love so easily?
I know that you know that I know what I want
I know I can't have it, but give it a thought
I know that it sounds crazy, baby
But all I do is think of you

It's wearing me out, it's wearing me down
This holiday is nothing, but frowns for me
But I've got a gift, you see

I'm making a list, hell, I'll check it twice
Of all the things you've done in my life
Then I'll send it your way, so you see why I love

Everything you through my way
I know it's hard to say, but it's a crying shame
That I came all this way with so much to say
But all that came out was, "Happy holiday"

A home cooked meal and a nice warm bed
Somebody to love, a place to lay my head
But I got 30 days and I'ma make them count
'Cause I can't call it Christmas, without someone to smile about