lover/loner

Woke up late again
'Cause I couldn't go to sleep 'til 4 a.m.
And I'm always stuck in my head
Wish I knew what it was like to not be such a mess

'Cause Thursday (Thursday) I'll go out (I'll go out)
Drink too much and call someone that I shouldn't now
The next day (he next day) I'll wake up and wonder what I was thinkin'

Part of me wishes I was someone else
While the other part's always narcissistic as hell
The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy
Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties
The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

Saw a picture on my phone
That I took of the sky in San Francisco
It always seems like the things I miss most
Are the ones that feel so simple

But Friday (but Friday) I stayed home (stayed home)
All are my friends were out tryna get me to go
Then feel so (feel so) alone and wonder what I was thinkin'

Part of me wishes I was someone else
While the other part's always narcissistic as hell
The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

Part of me's depressed while the other side's happy
Fear of missing out but I hate going to parties
The angels always tryna fight the devil on my shoulder
One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner

(Part of me's depressed) while the other side's happy
(Fear of missing out) but I hate going to parties
(The angels always tryna fight) the devil on my shoulder
(One day I'm in love and the other I'm a loner)