Shame on me for the clothes on the floor
Empty bottles that I left everywhere
Last night's jacket couldn't keep me that warm
It's lying there as lonely as I am
And when my head gets heavy
I turn off the lights
I swear that these walls get me
I'ma be fine
In this messy room
I don't have to think of you
There's too much for me to do
I don't have to face the truth here
In this messy room
There's nothing for you to see
In my chaos I find peace
Only safe place I can be
In this messy room
'Cause my, oh my
Oh, my thoughts look just like my room inside
There's stains on my carpet I can't see
Covered up by the dumb shit I keep
I live in two places at once
In my head and in this rut
People got a lot to say 'bout me
They don't know what I need
In this messy room
I don't have to think of you
There's too much for me to do
I don't have to face the truth here
In this messy room
There's nothing for you to see
In my chaos I find peace
Only safe place I can be
In this messy-
'Cause my, oh my
Oh, my thoughts look just like my room inside (in this messy room)
My, oh my
Oh, my thoughts look just like my room inside
These bad habits
Are 'cause of my mind
Something's gotta give so I can unwind
These bad habits
Are 'cause of my mind
Something's gotta give so I can unwind
In this messy room
I don't have to think of you
There's too much for me to do
I don't have to face the truth here
In this messy room
There's nothing for you to see
In my chaos I find peace
Only safe place I can be
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