When My High Wears Off

So many things left unsaid
Don't wanna fight in this apartment
Conversations we haven't had
Put 'em off just to fuck instead

Don't take my meds on the weekends
See my friends dive in the deep end
Deal with shit, but I don't speak up
Nobody knows where I'm comin' from

I call a car
Kiss you goodnight

So I get high
I'll regret the things I say tonight
Put all my emotions aside
Mentally I'm somewhere else
I'm dancing on a table, it's a cry for help

I'm alright
Making friends in the bathroom line
Telling everyone I'm fine
Wish that I could stop the time
'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind

Cryin' in the back of a car alone
Shattered screen but I still check my phone
No texts from you, but I'm not surprised
You don't even care, I've been gone all night

But somebody else is keepin' me up
And makin' me feel I'm more than enough
I don't even care if it's wrong
It's 3 a.m., and I'm far too gone

I call a car
Kiss you goodnight

So I get high
I'll regret the things I say tonight
Put all my emotions aside
Mentally I'm somewhere else
I'm dancing on a table, it's a cry for help

I'm alright
Making friends in the bathroom line
Telling everyone I'm fine
Wish that I could stop the time
'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind

Can't run from my mind
Can't run from my mind
Can't run from my mind
'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind

Somebody else is keepin' me up
And makin' me feel I'm more than enough
I don't even care if it's wrong
'Cause when my high wears off, I can't run from my mind