Afraid

Today is a bad day for a bad day
Hide my problems, run away
Fake a smile then stare at the ash tray
Run a mile but my heads still screwed on
Never thought my mental brain would be this bate
But okay, what can I say
Guess I don't help myself these days
Staying up wasted, staying out late
Wake in the morning, deep in the shakes, uh!
Need a trip to the cinema
Push myself to chill out and about without thinking bout another critical... night
Why can't I be minimal
It's me just typical
Catch me later this week bet my heads in a pickle
The above is why I'm my own worst enemy
I wouldn't be friends with me, nah

I'm afraid in the morning
Feel my worlds gonna go fall down
Never sleeps on a weekend
'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how
I'm afraid in the morning
Feel my worlds gonna go fall down
Never sleeps on a weekend
'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how

All my mates are down the beach sipping on their stella in the sun
And I'm at home in a problem
Overthinking 'bout thinking
Stuck in panic
Help me I'm sinking
Why's my head attempting to kill me
All all sudden I feel so guilty, man
Am i forgetting who I am?
I'm up for forgetting who I am
Swear this all stemmed in Amsterdam
One big day now a different man
My head feels like a traffic jam
No way out
People on my left right
Stuck in town
And I don't wanna be here right now
Right now, wow
Fuck it I'll just out
But...

I'm afraid in the morning
Feel my worlds gonna go fall down
Never sleeps on a weekend
'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how
I'm afraid in the morning
Feel my worlds gonna go fall down
Never sleeps on a weekend
'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how

Sick head, need rest
Losing all my self interest
Big mess, max stress
I'm a self inflicted nightmare
Pretty right, pretty left
Pretty sure that I need help
From anyone and everyone
And everyone who's anyone
'Cause...

I'm afraid in the morning
Feel my worlds gonna go fall down
Never sleeps on a weekend
'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how
I'm afraid in the morning
Feel my worlds gonna go fall down
Never sleeps on a weekend
'Cause I been up thinking how, how, how

I'm afraid in the morning