Keep Fucking It Up

I get as high as the expectation
Then I fall like a house of cards
Even though it is speculation
My mind keeps blowing it up
I get drunk on the affirmation
Then I'm throwing up on the floor
No matter the situation
My mind keeps blowing it up

Hey!
And I keep, keep fucking it up
Yeah, I keep, keep fucking-

It's like I live in an observation
In the middle of abstract art
'Cause even though I get confirmation
I can't stop from pulling us apart
Oh, without motivation
Am I good enough, am I good enough?

I've been here before
Will it ever be over?
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I've been here before
Will it ever be over?
'Cause I wanna be everything you want

Hey!
But I keep, keep fucking it up
Yeah, I keep, keep fucking- (I could be everything that you want)
But I keep, keep fucking it up (I could be everything that you want)
But I keep, keep fucking-

I've been telling lies like it's all fun
Count all of our tries like we have won
Give me one more night out on the run
Sleeping under dark skies
Catching every sunrise, nah

I've been here before
Will it ever be over?
I don't wanna be lonely anymore
I've been here before
Will it ever be over?
'Cause I wanna be everything you want

Hey! Ooh
But I keep, keep fucking it up
Yeah, I keep, keep fucking- (I could be everything that you want)
But I keep, keep fucking it up (I could be everything that you want)
But I keep, keep fucking-