barely bleeding

I've been waiting for something or someone to save me from this
I can't act like I'm fine when I'm not anymore and it hurts
Sleep, wake, repeat
Numb, underneath
Reaching out for a hand 'cause the hurt makes it harder to be
Breathing out as I watch every season go by in complete
Sleep, wake, repeat
Numb, underneath

So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

Searching for a god or something that is bigger than me so I wait
Reaching up at the sky sending prayers that I know won't be met
Sleep, wake, repeat
Numb, underneath

So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding

And it's too late for you to chase me
Your words cut like razor blades

So watch me break
I'm barely breathing
I'm wide awake
And you're still sleeping
'Cause all this weight
I'm bruised and beaten
You watch me break
You're barely bleeding