Neither Here, nor There

You don't act like you used to
It's just sad I miss the old you
It's been a while since I seen you
Now it's just something that I'm used to

Take me back to 2008
I been thinking bout the better days
On my life I know I got it all
I would trade it just to get a taste
I can see you got settled down
Would have hit you up, but like fuck it now
You gon' hit me back with that "miss you too"
Cool 'cause I know you ain't coming through
I've been rolling around down on memory lane
I can't help but notice I got this on my brain
And I heard you been well
Me I can't say the same
I been sleeping in late
I've been skipping on dates

I wish it would stop
I know this is a lot
But sometimes I get caught
And confined in my mind
And I think about what it would feel like to die
Would my family forgive me where my body lie?

God damn

Man I'm so sick of waking up with a hole in my heart
It's not fair
I'm a mess I've been doing my best, so why don't you care?
Might go away for a while so I thought you should know
That life goes on either way so you gotta let it go

You don't act like you used to
It's just sad I miss the old you
It's been a while since I seen you
Now it's just something that I'm used to