klonopin

[Verse]

Motorola razor, keep that shit on my waist

Haven't felt alive since 2008

Time goes on and we start to get older

Swear that I'ma die with this chip on my shoulder, yuh

Saw myself turn into somethin' I hate

Told you that I'd stay but then I drifted away

I'd apologize but I don't know what to say

I can't feel a thing, it's not your fault either way

And she wanna call me

Tell me bout her day

But I got like 88 things on my mind

And I'm not even listening

And she don't deserve that

And I don't deserve this

Seems like the only time I can feel anything

Is when I'm nervous, yeah

I told you once, I told you twice

You try to run, you try to hide

But it's gonna hit you like "ooh"

Cause I been up and I been down

But every time I think I'm fine this feeling gon' find me like yuh

Know I'm hard to love cause I been numb

I swear to god I needed this

I needed you and I still do

And this klonopin is all up in my veins

It numbs the pain

It keeps me sane

But I can't feel a thing