11/28/19

I feel like recording this

Um because maybe it will help

Or mmh, it will be useful

In some kind of way

I'm currently struggling a lot with my brain

And my mental health and

You think it's funny that when I was younger

I was like 14 or 13, or like maybe even 15

I thought that like being mentally ill is glamorous

That's a fucking lie and please do not believe it

Struggling with your mental health is just fucking pain

And annoying and it fucks up your whole life

Um, it's not glamorous, not at all

It's not chic, it's not mysterious

It's just, it just sucks

Yeah, it just sucks

So whatever you think or whatever you see

Umm, in the media

Whatever people tell you or whenever you see someone struggling with mental health that you think is interesting or

Cool or mysterious, that's not, that's not reality

Reality is that it's just painful

And messes up your whole life

And existence

And it kills all your relationships

It literally does

I'm the best example for that

So just, yeah

I mean, you, it's not like you decide to be a certain kind of way

Or that your brain works a certain kind of way

So if you get mentally ill, you get mentally ill

That's no drama, like, people can still live a happy life and I

I'm, well right now not, but I'm in general kinda sure that I will live a life that has purpose and meaning

But there are people that I have a connection with

That, you know, think I'm a nice person but

Just think it's important to know that

Struggling mentally, mentally is not a trend

It's not glamorous, it's not chic, it's not something that

Is fashionable, because sometimes I think it's fashionable

I see all these songs that say borderline or

Yeah people who use these terms so

Yeah in just a weird kinda way, in a very sloppy kinda way

And it's fine it's just a term

But just be aware struggling mentally is not glamorous

And not chic or cool

That's what I wanted to say, um, yeah

Maybe you can relate, maybe you can not relate but

If you can relate in the future or this comes

Tink this crosses your way, that you've head this

And I think it's important so take care of yourself and your mental health