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I spend my days
Thinking 'bout the ways
That I could touch your face

The things I'd say
I'd hold your hand on the way to our favorite places
I realize I'm repeating moments
We've been there before and we know it
But I think I miss the way that I felt focused
So focused
On you

Then I see you there in the flesh
It's been months of things I've suppressed
Standing there but something's amiss
I don't think it's you that I missed

I swear, I did everything I could to care
But no fair
افتكرت هيكون أسهل بكتير
I'm missing the feeling
Right now, my head is just reeling
I swear, I'm just tryna get back there

أقول إيه؟ افتكرت إن أنا همسك إيدك
بعدين أحس بكل حاجة
Don't know what the deal is
Spending time, my interest is waning
Juxtaposition is draining

In my head, full fledged
Thought you were the problem but I blame me instead
I made a big deal about a version of you that I knew wasn't real
So when you're there in the flesh
It's not quite what I would expect
Standing there but something's amiss
I don't think it's you that I missed

I swear, I did everything I could to care
But no fair
افتكرت هيكون أسهل بكتير
I'm missing the feeling
Right now, my head is just reeling
I swear, I'm just tryna get back there

I swear, I did everything I could to care
But no fair
افتكرت هيكون أسهل بكتير
I'm missing the feeling
Right now, my head is just reeling
I swear, I'm just tryna get back there