I Used to Have Two Pen Pals

I was the mountains
You were the sea
I parted the waves
But you dried up and left me
So I'm crumbling
Full of regret
Stuck with the hole
That you left in my chest
(All i did was wait for you to grow up)
(I rooted for you)
(I fucking paid for everything)
(I did everything for you)
(Yeah? and I was never your equal)
(And you know what? I think your preferred it that way)
I am weathered
Down to my core
And what's more
I'm feeling hopeless
I begged the sky
To bring the rain
Soon to be rust
I will decay
(You don't always want to be ready)
(You think you are?)
(Does it fucking matter?)
(I fight for it every day)
(I wish I had)