Cigars

So here you are again

Racing in and out

Of my mind tonight

The thought of you

Wells up within me

The scent of her hair

I’m only alive for the moment so

Why must I try

To relive all the times you’ve forgotten

You were still on my mind

Just when I think that I know for certain

You return to tow my heart away

Back to a place where I swear I’d forgotten

Where everything seems a dream

Please

Let me take a breath now

Or just

Smother me with your lies

Doing it again, babe

Just go ruin it again

Doing it again

Doing it again

Losing it again x7

I get up but I haven’t yet woken

Will I find myself?

The pressure pushes us

But the lies burn deeper

My loneliness strives to survive

We keep on straying into the darkness

That’s disguised as the light

At the fucking end

Of the tunnel

We sing the same songs

Asking where we see ourselves today