Psychotic Feeling (The Sunlandic Twins 20th Anniversary Edition)

How can it be done?

How can we escape from this indigent state?

We try for so long, and now I'm afraid it might happen too late

I get the sense you look at me like at some distant star;

I never really could accept how taciturn you are

But why does it feel

Like the choir is weeping

And the conductor is reeling?

It’s such a psychotic feeling

I wish I could talk

I wish I could live like there was nothing to hide

I wish that you knew how completely I'm struggling inside

Will you stay or will you turn away from me like them

When you start to understand how cynical I am?

But can you say it doesn't feel

Like a skeleton has melted

And the wallpaper’s peeling?

It's such a psychotic feeling

Faster, faster, faster --

I wanna come back to you

Oh but my head is so full of this horrible light

It just attacks

I can't fight back