Relief

I only realised then, when I thought it out loud
And I feel better now
Fed to me and finally spat back out
All we grew up around
I don’t care I’ll never live a life like that
I don’t care if I never live a life like that
You gotta see it to believe it
Well I see it in you already, I see it
It’s not your fault they don’t know what love is
It’s not your fault they’ve kept up this tired performance
I promise
It’s so much better now
And
I don’t care I’ll never live a life like that
I don’t care that I’ll never live a life like that
I don’t care I’ll never live a life like that
I don’t care that I’ll never live a life like that
Why
Why
Why
Should I
It broke my heart to find out
You don’t think it can work out
You’d make any kid so proud
What a relief it is, to say it out loud
What a shame, to have to tame
A love or lust that they could kill for
Find a new frame and live how you’re living
Shake off any shame we’ve been given
I hope you see, that you can be
The best version of any family
You’re not on your own I’m right here believe me
Whatever you want you deserve it completely
Why should you, have to prove
Or hide a love that they could kill for
Find a new frame and live how you’re living
Shake off any shame we’ve been given
I hope you see, that you can be
The best version of any family
You’re not on your own I’m right here, believe me
Whatever you want you deserve it completely
Why should you, have to prove
Or hide a love that they could kill for
You’re not on your own I’m right here believing
In you and this perfect way we’ve been living
What a relief it is to know you
What a relief to say I adore you