maybe tomorrow

I think I'm losin' it, sick to my stomach
I like to suffer 'cause I deserve it
And it's so hard to just mind my business
I see everything, I overheard it
It's like you treat me in such a way
I vanish everyday
I wanna hide my face
You don't listen to me
But I find that okay
You will listen someday
Today's just not the day

Oh, so I'm crazy now? That's what you told me
I'm not the crazy one, at least not mostly
You just throw words around, don't listen closely
Say I'm the worst around, I'm dyin' slowly
And they wanna make my life hell
So I might give 'em hell
These people wish me death
I smile and wish them well
Wanna make my life hell
So I might give 'em hell
These people wish me death
I smile and wish them well

I feel I'm fuckin' dead, show no emotion
Go by the flow and move with the ocean
I'm hidin' everything, didn't you notice?
I'm not your plaything, I'm feelin' hopeless
For me, I'm lyin' on the street
Waitin' for sudden end
Want you to come to me
So we can make amends
You don't have to pretend
That we were never friends
It's just the time we spend

I think I'm losin' it, sick to my stomach
I like to suffer 'cause I deserve it
And it's so hard to just mind my business
I see everything, I overheard it
It's like you treat me in such a way
I vanish everyday
I wanna hide my face
You don't listen to me
But I find that okay
You will listen someday
Today's just not the day

You know, there's always tomorrow anyway
(SLOWSILVER03)