Improvement/Denouement

How do you say

I've lost the need for your ways

The path it took too many twists

I think I took too many risks

There is a reservoir of lust

To wich I'm permanently hooked

It's not an improvement

It's just a denouement

How do you say

I've came to miss your tiny ways

My body's like a hollow cast

A year-long love just wouldn't last

I couldn't rest

So, instead, I made a mess

It's not an improvement

It's just a denouement

There was an exact day

When you stopped sending love at the foot of the page

The clock baffed our fares in green light

Two arms bridged across two beds that night

It's not an improvement

It's just a denouement