Not Ok

Oh, I'm so done
I wake up
I don't feel pride
'Cause I don't feel much, I don't feel much
I'm so done
I don't wanna wake up
'Cause I don't feel alright
'Cause I don't feel much, I don't feel much
I don't feel much

I'm so broken down, I'm hopeless now
Out on my own, I found nobody 'round
I was so dumb and down and lost without
I was so gone without, I'm gone without
Wouldn't know that I could be the only one
Runnin' 'round, cop my weed, I'm rolling up
Want no one to bother me and sew me up
Want no one to bother me and sew me up

I'm so done
I wake up
I don't feel pride
'Cause I don't feel much, I don't feel much
I'm so done
I don't wanna wake up
'Cause I don't feel alright
'Cause I don't feel much, I don't feel much
I don't feel much

I just woke up on the floor, Kota said I need a bed
Practice for the show, picture bullets in my head
If they take me to county for some shit inside my bag
Tell my mama I love her, I'll be back before the ten
And I never could shut out all the stuff out in my head
And I never could forget all the shit I shoulda said
And I'm overthinking, thinking over everything I know of
Eyes are frozen, keep 'em closed, pillows covered over, uh

Think of mama, start dreamin', uh
Half a bottle and I feel the buzz
Her and daddy, they splitting up
Younger brother, adopted son
I'm just for my baby bro
I just wanna save everyone
Treat the acid when I was young
Tell them that this shit ain't done

I wake up
I don't feel pride
'Cause I don't feel much, I don't feel much
I'm so done
I don't wanna wake up
'Cause I don't feel alright
'Cause I don't feel much, I don't feel much
I don't feel much