God Of Everything Else

Been trying to forgive myself
For wishing I was somebody else
For wanting you to love me back
But it's worse than that
Oh, you're wishing I was somebody else
You've always said that I'm too intense
It's not that I'm too much
You just don't have the guts

Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of me
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me
Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of me
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me

And now I follow the bright light walls
In a dream in a fog
It feels like a cry for help
Wishing I was somebody else
Begging you to love me back
I watch the way she stands
And the way her hands move
In a fog of you

Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of me
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me
Don't need to know where you are
You'll be hit by a wave of me
I'm the God of everything else
You're the God of losing me
It was a sick, sick, sickness loving you
I wake up choking on dreams of you
I wake up crying for loving you
I'll go everywhere just to get away from you

I'll go everywhere to get away from you
I've got, everything I need
I see clues everywhere but I don't know what for
I've been, waiting for the end