I Could Never Be Loved

I could never be loved
I could never be loved
I've gotta hold on, couldn't be loved
I could never be loved
I could never be loved
I've gotta hold on, couldn't be loved

Yeah, uh
It's been like three months of no talking
Walking by myself, no more eyes to get lost in
Keep on looking back all the time, I'll be honest
I hate being alone, at least I got my conscience

Since you left me here locked up in my room writing all these songs
Wake up every morning and turn my computer on
Because how else do I deal with these thoughts of you and me
I was on the clouds now I'm spiraling into the sea

I wrote a message for you, but I couldn't send it
I regret it, yeah, I'm sorry I'm pathetic
What's this? Caught a sickness and won't be getting better
The sun might be shining, but it feels like rainy weather, yeah

I try to keep it on the low
I try to get you off my mind
I try to keep my feelings inside (inside)
But it's hard sometimes

I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
I'm not sure what it is with me
I've never been good with friends
I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
It doesn't matter who you are
Soon we'll come to the end

I could never be loved
I could never be loved
I've gotta hold on, couldn't be loved
(I could never be loved)

It's been about a year since we last spoke
Tryna stay clean but I need more soap
Letting out pain with these words I wrote
Dried up tears and a bit of sore throat
Feelings that I had were beginning to rot
Starts off good, then it suddenly stops
Yeah, but I'll leave it in the past
Now the future's all I got

All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don't know what to do, no, I can't decide
Am I meant to be alone?
All of these girls, they got me picking sides
Falling in love is like my kryptonite
Don't know what to do, no, I can't decide
Am I meant to be alone?

I try to keep it on the low
I try to get you off my mind
I try to keep my feelings inside
But it's hard sometimes

I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
I'm not sure what it is with me
I've never been good with friends
I thought with you it might work out
But I guess I was wrong again
It doesn't matter who you are
Soon we'll come to the end