Drug Abuse

[Verse 1]

I've seen dead people in front of my eyes

Searching for a high that couldn't provide

A lifetime of a lifetime

Now who am I?

To tell you what to do and not do

Well I'm just a guy

I'm only 19, but I've seen things that no one should see

Body laid out pale

Dead from an OD

Willing to die for something that's gone be temporary

Searching for a high that's gonna be unnecessary

Soon as it's over

And you forget what happened

10 minutes of being sober and then you right back at it

You say you not an addict

They say I should stick to rappin

But I've seen too many people die

And I finally had it

I'm tired of seeing peoplе I love

Getting caught up on drugs

Not knowing when to say еnough is enough

I'm tired of all the pain

I'm tired of all the sorrow

I'm tired of not knowing if I'll see people tomorrow

Or they'll

Be gone because they want to live reckless

Thinking that the drugs are gonna make them be stressless

But when the high is over

Life becomes real again

The feelings that they had before they gonna start to feel again

So they popping on them pills again

In an attempt to never feel again

They thinking that it's healing them

But in reality it's killing them

[Chorus]

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to see you die today

I don't want to throw it all away (Yeah)

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to see you die today

Don't want you to throw it all away (Yeah)

[Verse 2]

Why we gotta separate so soon?

Because you thought the drugs would heal your internal wounds

Living life on the edge like your body would be immune

To all of the consequences till you ended up dead in your room

Now it's crazy

Cause we won't ever talk again

I just wish I would've told you stop popping them

And to stop shooting up heroin deep inside your veins

But at that point I already knew that nothing would change

You were addicted

And there was nothing I could do

I can't imagine all the pain that you were going through

You said you thought that no one loved you, I just wish you knew

How much that God honestly cared for you

You see the problem is that people think that Gods is evil

We blame God for the problems that we create as people

We've got a choice between life and death and we choose the needle

In the end

The consequences prove to be lethal

[Chorus]

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to see you die today

Don't want you to throw it all away (Yeah)

I don't want to throw my life away

I don't want to see you die today

Don't want you to throw it all away (Yeah)

[Outro]

I'm sorry that you went out like that

You were drowning and the drugs were your life raft

You didn't know they were pulling you down

And now I'm praying for your family, you're no longer around

You're no longer around

You're no longer around

You're no longer around

And now I'm praying for your family, you're no longer around