Raedeen

My biggest sister, she raised me up

You know, my mom, she checked out

Popping pills turned to pipe

Skin and bones, and she's not around

Raedeen you were there

You picked me up from school

Held my hand, cooked me food

You let me hang out in your room

You had that creepy smiley face poster up on your wall

Yeah, you were edgy

And you had heart

Remember teaching me how to drive?

You didn't have much, you had that Caprice, it was white

An old cop-car looking thing

It was a decent ride

And your son, he was three and we'd all roll around

Doing nothing, but having a good time

It's safe to say we were pretty close

I had your back and you had mine

You're a good mom

You didn't forget how to love

But you gotta wake up

I know times get tough

But this is bigger than us

We all need you to stick around

But you're too good at keeping secrets and acting okay

But your eyes look lost, and you're too far to swim down

Oh I miss you, Rae

I know your kids do too

And those fucking drugs, they're taking over, and trust me 'cause I've been there too

Lemme tell you something

If you're going down, I'll be right behind ya

I'll start with a drink and it won't take me long, yeah I'll find ya

If it's good enough for you, then it's good enough for me

You're my biggest sister and I can't let you leave

So if you're drowning let me know, 'cause I've never been much of a swimmer

I'll crush pills, I'll bring a bottle and I'll meet you at the bottom of the river

We'll go together

Like brother, like sister

We'll go together

So if you're drowning let me know, 'cause I've never been much of a swimmer

And I'll crush pills, I'll bring a bottle and I'll meet you at the bottom of the river

We'll go together

We'll go together

We'll go together