Let Me Down

I leave your apartment at noon
Wonderin', "What the hell did I do?"
All these hoops that you put me through
I'm wastin' my energy on you
How high did you get me?
Your side of the bedsheets always been empty
The way that you tempt me
I'm holdin' on
I'm sick of subwayin' solo
Five hours fucked up in SoHo
All my friends stayed uptown, stayed uptown
I spend my paycheck to see ya
Talk myself up in the mirror
So you could let me down, let me down
No time for me on the week days
You only hit me up when you're out late
Yeah, I wish I could hate you
You could break my heart and I'd thank you, babe
And it's always so painful
You leave once you get what you came for
Yeah, I wish it was easy
I know that you don't really need me, babe
How high did you get me?
Your side of the bedsheets always been empty
The way that you tempt me
I'm holdin' on
I'm sick of subwayin' solo
Five hours fucked up in SoHo
All my friends stayed uptown, stayed uptown
I spend my paycheck to see ya
Talk myself up in the mirror
So you could let me down, let me down
Over and over again, I get home
Walk through the door and wonder what I did wrong
Over and over, my nights end up alone
You break my heart like it's nothin'
I'm sick of subwayin' solo
Five hours fucked up in SoHo
All my friends stayed uptown, stayed uptown (always stayed uptown)
I spend my paycheck to see ya
Talk myself up in the mirror
So you could let me down, let me down