Sad Still

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,
They should see what's under our mask.
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still.

We don't ever gotta talk about it,
What do you mean?
Cabinet full of orange viles,
They prescribe what I need
Wanna treat the term anxiety
Like it's taboo
Come off that opinion I think
You need this more than I do
I wake at 8am and pad
My floor with pillows then stand
Cuz all this vertigo is making
Me unsure where I'll land.
I need to breathe, need religion,
Need fiancé on phone,
Since our last conversation
I don't trust being alone.
Year feels like
3000 & Andre.
Flood my head with vloggers,
Go throw on that Kanye.
Oh I hate this shaking,
Oh I hate this aching.
Nothing that they say
These days is groundbreaking

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill,
Green pill, black pill
I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,
They should see what's under our mask.
We need something
Stronger than Advil
I know deep down
We're sad still.

We don't ever gotta talk about it,
What do you mean
All you ever see on Instagram
Is low cut jeans
From girls that I can bet are
Probably going through some shit
But make a fake smile till
Their white blood cells lit
Your conversations with
Friends family go long ways,
That's how I cope with crawling
Out my skin like ru pauls waves
My milligrams are lower,
But I still don't know where I'm headed.
Each time my heart starts
Beating I look for symptoms on Reddit.
Yeah this year's like
3000 & Andre.
Flood my head with vloggers,
Go throw on that Kanye.
Oh I hate this shaking,
Oh I hate this aching.
Nothing that they say these
Days is groundbreaking

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,
They should see what's under our mask.
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still.

Red pill
Green pill
Black pill
How do you feel?
Pink pill
Yellow pill
Purple pill
How do you feel?
Yeah this year's like
3000 & Andre.
Flood my head with vloggers,
Go throw on that Kanye.
Oh I hate this shaking,
Oh I hate this aching.
Nothing that they say these
Days is groundbreaking.

We don't wanna feel this bad
Rather sweep it under the mat
We take this red pill, green pill, black pill
I know deep down we're sad still.

It's not normally how we act,
They should see what's under our mask.
We need something stronger than Advil
I know deep down we're sad still.