Born Again

[Intro: Ransom]

This life shit, man, come at you fast

One second you here and then, next second you not

Shit crazy

[Verse 1: Conway the Machine & Ransom]

Yeah, how much you lost? How much you gain?

How did you overcome that shit? How did you deal with the pain, nigga?

How you continue to carry them niggas? I know it's a strain

A lot on your plate, you be working til late and I know that you drained, nigga

Your niggas done switched up on you, how do you feel?

They ask you in them interviews and you say that you good but is that really real?

You cut from that real cloth, you been in that field

Some niggas get old and now all they songs is shooting like Bill, nigga

There's some niggas I love that I lost I ain't even posting

Not being funny but that's just the way that I deal with emotions

Them niggas wanting me top of my game, I gotta get focused

I survived death more than one time, I know that I'm chosen

My heart is cold, even though there's shit on me frozen

Flew to Chicago to go do a show but I'm shipping DeRozan

Smoking the CRWN, stressed, been feeling wild depressed, shit

Damn, I feel you, my nigga, shit

[Verse 2: Ransom]

Late nights on the couch

Drinking up the pain, stressing out teary eyed

Speaking to my brother's soul real low

So my wife wouldn't hear me cry

Can't believe that he really died

Now I'm sipping til the bottle's gone

Siri play "Life after death", nowadays even Siri lies

Don't gotta look at my appearance

Longest nigga hearing, listen to the right voices

You're born looking like your parents

But you're gonna die looking like your life choices

Damn, what I wouldn't trade

Just to hear his name coming out my mom mouth

Behave, no, you wasn't raised like that

Sit still on your aunt couch

Now I'm pouring out more Remy

I don't know what he saw in me

Since birth, it was born in me, in church, got a big smirk

Brother Born, living in my heart

We ain't gotta part 'cause my brother Born in me

But how do you find you, when you in a lost city?

Sedative after sedative make you tentative, I ain't sensitive

I'm a man first, got a plan first

When it's negative, never let it live

Time heals but it never did, that's rhetoric for the delicates

My bro died in that second, kid, I guess time really relative

I just pray you come back to me

Is Shy there? Did he ask for me?

Smith sent a little clip, you was on the shits

Wish you could've rapped for me

I ain't gonna lie, down here

A couple niggas really turn they back on me

I was tryna get my life straight

But they ain't wanna hear the back story

Nah, but that shit impossible

Now they watching you in the hospital

Now it doesn't matter what the doctor do

Got another ladder and an obstacle

I put another ladder in the gun, they calling me unstoppable

That's for any nigga that be mocking you

Thinking 'bout it, got me stressed out