‎is suicide too much?

[Verse 1]

She's in a cab, somewhere far away

I'm in my room, day-drinking on a Tuesday

It's such a drag and she don't wanna pick me up

So what?

But it all goes downhill from here

I got a pill in my pocket, watch it disappear

I got too much on my mind

And she don't wanna pick me up

So what?

[Chorus]

I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lying

I'll be outside, up on a ledge, know I'm dying

On the inside I'll be fine, is suicide too much?

My love

I take it all to the face, catch the bus back home

I got ripped shoelaces and broken bones

And a spike on my boot, I can't wait too long for you, my love

[Verse 2]

My body keeps shaking and you know I can't take it, baby

I don't wanna do this alone

You said that you'd be back beforе eleven

Now it's 12:37 and you know that I'vе gotta get going home

I know I don't lose my cool around you

But I can't take lying, baby, that's all that you do

You know I don't lose my cool around you

But I can't take lying, baby, that's all that you do

[Chorus]

I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lying

I'll be outside, up on a ledge, know I'm dying

On the inside I'll be fine, is suicide too much?

My love

I take it all to the face, catch the bus back home

I got ripped shoelaces and broken bones

And a spike on my boot, I can't wait too long for you, my love

[Bridge]

I'm lying on a cold tile floor

My head feels like it's gonna explode

You need me but I need you more

I'm lying on a cold tile floor

My head feels like it's gonna explode

You need me but I need you more

[Chorus]

I tell you I'm fine, but I'm lying

I'll be outside, up on a ledge, know I'm dying

On the inside I'll be fine, is suicide too much?

My love

I take it all to the face, catch the bus back home

I got ripped shoelaces and broken bones

And a spike on my boot, I can't wait too long for you, my love