When You Were Here

I'm still avoiding the exit that goes to your old house
Listening to Konstantine
Like we did at seventeen
But I know it's not helping me out

I wish I could let go & blame someone else
I wish I could tell you that

I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
That you'll always mess with my head
Like you did when you were here

You said I'm being destructive
I guess I'm just stuck in my old ways
The self pity I'm caught in is like a broken cassette
Wrinkled tape of regret
Yeah, we were both too selfish to change
I can't get over this cause you're already over this

I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
That you'll always mess with my head
Like you did when you were here

I wish I could let go & blame someone else
I wish I could tell you (I can't get over it)
I wish I could let go & blame someone else
I wish I could tell you

I don't really wanna die
But I don't wanna be alive
Like I did when you were here
I think I'm just scared to death
That you'll always mess with my head
Like you did when you were here

I wish I could let go & blame someone else