It's new year's eve
I'm thinking about all of the things that I've seen
And all of the things that I've done to myself
I'll never get rid of a couple of them
But I'll be alright
I spent half my time
With someone whose name I would rather forget
But I learned some lessons
And I have regrets
I still can't believe I tried to end myself
Just 5 months in
I can't believe how many people I've made cry
Hi
I made new friends
Better than I've ever had in my life
I don't think they know that
And I fell in love
This time I know it's for real
This time I know it's for real